Sunday, April 24, 2016

Good for the Soul


The Rev. Dr. Skip Ferguson
Manassas Presbyterian Church
Manassas, Virginia
April 24, 2016
Good for the Soul
Isaiah 1:16-18

Wash yourselves;
make yourselves clean;
remove the evil of your doings
from before my eyes;
cease to do evil,
learn to do good;
seek justice,
rescue the oppressed,
defend the orphan,
 plead for the widow.
Come now, let us argue it out,
says the Lord:
though your sins are like scarlet,
they shall be like snow;
though they are red like crimson,
they shall become like wool.
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You cannot say you were never warned.
How many times have you heard:
There will be a quiz.
And today is the day!

It is that time of year
when students of every age
are focused on exams:
older students on final exams,
younger students on SOLs.

So it seems to me that a quiz this morning
would be very appropriate,
not only as a test of our knowledge,
but also as a way for us to grow
in empathy and compassion
for those filled with the anxiety
that can strike even the best-prepared.

You have nothing to worry about here, though.
We are Protestants, after all,
which means grace abounds.
So our quiz this morning will be simple,
just one question.
And since we are people of the Book,
it is a Bible question.

Here it is:
In what book of the Bible
will we find the phrase,
“Confession is good for the soul”?

Now, I can hear the complaints already:
many saying that those who are participating
in our “Year of the Bible” class
have an unfair advantage.
Well, everyone was invited to participate,
and it isn’t too late join the group!
                                   
But, to allay your concerns,
I’ll remind you that even though our
Year of the Bible participants
are a third of the way through the Bible,
which is very impressive,
that still means that they have
not read two-thirds.
So their advantage may not be as great
as you think it is.  

Let’s think about this together:
“Confession is good for the soul.”
Sounds sort of like a proverb, doesn’t it?
So, is that where it is—
in the Book of Proverbs?

It could be part of a Psalm, though.
There are a number of Psalms
that have a powerful
confessional element to them:
Psalm 25, Psalm 32, Psalm 51
among others.
We use those and other psalms regularly
as prayers of confession in our worship services.

Then again,
it could be something that Moses said
to the children of Israel in Deuteronomy,
his final words to the Israelites
after their 40 years in the wilderness,
before Joshua led them across the Jordan
into the promised land.
It could have been Moses’ reminder
of their need to stay humble,
grounded,
eyes, minds and hearts
focused on the Lord God.

We should not overlook Jesus, of course.
There’s something about the phrase
that makes it sound like it
might have been part of
his Sermon on the Mount,
as we find it in the gospel of Matthew,
or perhaps in Luke’s version of the sermon,
the one we call the Sermon on the Plain.  

Some might be thinking
that it has a bit of a Pauline ring to it,
the kind of thing that Paul might have written
to the Corinthians or the Galatians,
followers of Jesus who exasperated Paul
with their waywardness.

Wherever the phrase is to be found,
it was a phrase I heard at a very young age –
a phrase I learned from my mother
who used it regularly,
especially when she suspected me of something.

I learned very quickly
that the moment the words were
out of her mouth
it was a trap;
that she already knew
whatever it was that I had done,
and that she was looking to me
to own up to my misbehavior,
for me to confess rather than hide behind
some concocted story,
or some absurd, obvious lie.

Truth be told,
I’m not sure I learned as a youngster
that confession was good for the soul.
What I did learn was that
confession at least mitigated
the inevitable punishment.

I learned that if I acknowledged
what I had done,
or what I had failed to do;
what I’d said,
or what I had failed to say,
my mother usually went easier on me.
There was still a price to pay,
punishment meted out,
but generally less if I confessed.

What my mother wanted, of course,
was not to punish me;
that wasn’t the point.
What she wanted me to do was learn,
learn from my misdeed,
my bad act,
my fib,
whatever it was I’d done—
my mother wanted me to learn
that it was wrong;
she wanted me to learn
so I wouldn’t do it again.

And isn’t that what every
loving and wise parent wants?
They want their child to learn.
How many times throughout history
do you suppose a parent has said to child,
after punishment has been dispensed,
“I hope you learned your lesson.”

That’s what God wants, as well
which is why God calls us to confess,
why God calls us to acknowledge readily
when we’ve substituted our own will,
our own way,
when we’ve said something
we know we should not have said,
done something we should not have done,
failed to speak or act.

God doesn’t want to stand over us
telling us we are bad, unworthy,
a disgrace;
God loves us
and God wants us to learn.
Punishment is not God’s goal;
learning is,
growing is,
transformation is.

Our stumbling block seems to be
taking that first step—
confessing,
acknowledging,
taking responsibility for our actions,
our words.

We read in the first letter of John:
If we say that we have no sin,
we deceive ourselves,
and the truth is not in us.
(1 John 1:8ff)
but we deceive ourselves all the time.
rationalizing our acts and actions:
they’re not that bad;
we haven’t murdered or stolen;
and compared to others,
we look pretty good.
But we don’t fool God,
any more than I was ever able
to fool my mother.

Why is it that we have such a difficult time
acknowledging our own waywardness,
our own faults,
but find it so easy to point out
the faults of others,
how others are bad, weak, sinful?
                                   
How quick we are to judge.
And how indifferent we are,
how unresponsive we are
to the many times
Jesus teaches us not to judge others:
“Do not judge,
so that you may not be judged.
For with the judgment you make
you will be judged. …
Why do you see the speck
in your neighbor’s eye,
but not notice the log in your own eye?”
(Matthew 7:1-3)

Jesus conveys the point another way
with this parable from Luke:
“Two men went up to the temple to pray,
one a Pharisee and
the other a tax collector.
The Pharisee, standing by himself,
was praying thus,
‘God, I thank you that I am
not like other people:
thieves, rogues, adulterers,
or even like this tax collector.
I fast twice a week;
I give a tenth of all my income.’
But the tax collector, standing far off,
would not even look up to heaven,
but was beating his breast and saying,
‘God, be merciful to me, a sinner!’
I tell you,
this man went down to his home justified
rather than the other;
for all who exalt themselves
will be humbled,
but all who humble themselves
will be exalted.”
(Luke 18:9)

Listen to God’s words to us from our lesson
as “The Message” paraphrases them:
“Go home and wash up.
Clean up your act.
Sweep your lives clean of your evildoings
so I don’t have to look at them any longer.
Say no to wrong.
Learn to do good.
Work for justice.
Help the down-and-out.
Stand up for the homeless.
Go to bat for the defenseless.”

Could God be any clearer
as to what God wants from us?
How easy it should be, then
for us to acknowledge
when we’ve not done what God wants,
when we have not lived
as God calls us to live.

In his letter to the Romans, Paul wrote
“I do not understand my own actions.
For I do not do what I want,
but I do the very thing I hate.”
(Romans 7:15)
Paul’s words are a reminder to all of us
that we all stray,
we all do wrong,
we all make bad choices
we all say the wrong thing,
we all judge, condemn,
act without compassion or kindness or
generosity of heart.

God’s promise is sure,
grounded in love,
that when we do confess
we will be put back in a
right relationship with God.
We heard that at the end of our lesson:
“If your sins are blood-red,
they’ll be snow-white.
If they’re red like crimson,
they’ll be like wool.”
(from The Message)

Or, as we hear it in the first letter of John
“If we confess our sins,
[God] who is faithful and just
will forgive us our sins
and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”

Confession is good for the soul.
because it strengthens
our relationship with God,
teaches us humbleness, modesty,
makes us more attentive to God’s word,
God’s will,
God’s way.
Confession leads us back to God.
We have nothing to fear
and everything to gain from confession.

Now, I need to make a confession.
In asking you which book of the Bible
we’d find the phrase
“confession is good for the soul”,
I asked you a trick question.
You won’t find the phrase in the Bible!
“Confession is good for the soul”
is an old aphorism, a saying
that is thought to have come from Scotland
in the 18th century.

It may not be biblical,
but the thought behind it
is grounded in God’s word,
and our Lord’s teachings.
So make it one of your proverbs,
to guide you each day,
confession, good for mind, heart,
body and soul,
all, to help you grow closer to God.

AMEN  

Sunday, April 17, 2016

Have You Not Heard?


The Rev. Dr. Skip Ferguson
Manassas Presbyterian Church
Manassas, Virginia
April 17, 2016

Have You Not Heard?
Isaiah 40:21-31

Have you not known?
Have you not heard?
Has it not been told you from the beginning?
Have you not understood
from the foundations of the earth?
It is he who sits above the circle of the earth,
and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers;
who stretches out the heavens like a curtain,
and spreads them like a tent to live in;
who brings princes to naught,
and makes the rulers of the earth as nothing.
Scarcely are they planted, scarcely sown,
scarcely has their stem taken root in the earth,
when he blows upon them,
and they wither,
and the tempest carries them off like stubble.
To whom then will you compare me,
or who is my equal? says the Holy One.
Lift up your eyes on high and see:
Who created these?
He who brings out their host and numbers them,
calling them all by name;
because he is great in strength,
mighty in power,
not one is missing.
Why do you say, O Jacob,
and speak, O Israel,
“My way is hidden from the Lord,
and my right is disregarded by my God”?
Have you not known?
Have you not heard?
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He does not faint or grow weary;
his understanding is unsearchable.
He gives power to the faint,
and strengthens the powerless.
Even youths will faint and be weary,
and the young will fall exhausted;
but those who wait for the Lord
shall renew their strength,
they shall mount up with wings like eagles,
they shall run and not be weary,
they shall walk and not faint.
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Who doesn’t love the “good old days”?
Who doesn’t love to wax nostalgic,
to look to the past?
So let’s do that this morning –
let’s go back in time,
far back;
let’s go back 200 years,
back to the year 1816.

You would be quite uncomfortable,
sitting on hard wooden benches,
rather than the upholstered chairs
we have now.
And your discomfort would only get worse
as I begin to preach my sermon,
a sermon that would go on and on,
for two, maybe even three hours,
a sermon that would focus on how bad you are,
on how sinful,
on just how far down the road to hell
you all have traveled.

My sermon would not be designed to teach,
or encourage,
or proclaim;
it would be a sermon designed to instill fear,
fear more than anything else,
fear to awaken you
to how sinful a life you are living.

Hellfire and brimstone have gone out of fashion
from most pulpits these days.
Preaching fear is certainly
not an effective way
to share the good news of
the gospel of Jesus Christ.
More to the point,
it is bad theology.

A few years back,
a prominent evangelical preacher
told his congregation
he no longer believed
in the concept of hell
as he and his church had learned it;
as he had preached it;
as he had taught it.
In that pastor’s church,
hell was very real,
a place of eternal fire and torment
for nonbelievers;
and nonbelievers were thought to be anyone
who didn’t think exactly the way they thought
within the walls of that church.

What caused him to change his thinking
was an art show his church had organized,
an art show in which
contributors had been asked
to produce works of art featuring
men and women who had earned reputations
as peacemakers in history.

Among the works
was portrait of Mahatma Gandhi –
no surprise there: he was a man whose life
had been devoted to peace,
to peace-making,
to reconciliation of races and peoples.

Shortly after the exhibit opened,
the pastor noted that
someone had taped a piece of paper
on the corner of the frame
with Gandhi’s picture,
a piece of paper with words that said,
“Reality check: he’s in hell”,
presumably because Gandhi was not a Christian.

When the pastor saw the note,
he was stunned,
and questions flooded his mind:
Really, Mahatma Gandhi is in hell?
Do we know that for a fact?
Has someone checked?
Has someone confirmed this?

Why? Why would Gandhi be in hell?
Why, if we believe in a God of love,
a God of grace,
a God of mercy,
why would such a God want
to subject Mahatma Gandhi,
a man who devoted his life to peace,
to an eternity of hellfire and torment?

To the pastor, this made no sense.
To the pastor, who, up to that point,
had never questioned
the concept of hell he had learned,
the concept he had preached,
found himself asking,
“Does God really punish people
…with infinite, eternal torment?
Does God really punish people
…with infinite, eternal torment
for things they did in their
few finite years of life?”

The pastor went back to the gospels
and realized that every time
Jesus made a reference to hell,
Jesus was not talking about
a place deep underground.
That concept had come from Roman
and Greek literature.
No, Jesus was talking about
the garbage dump outside of Jerusalem;
he was using the garbage dump,
with its ever-present flames
and overpowering stench,
to illustrate the points he was making,
as part of his teaching.

The pastor began to wonder how
his long-held beliefs
fit with the words from
the first letter of John in scripture
which teaches us that God is love,
and those who abide in love, abide in God,
and God abides in them.

The pastor eventually told his congregation
that his thinking about hell had changed,
changed radically from
what they all believed within his church.
Many of his congregation reacted angrily.
The pastor had challenged a foundational belief
that he himself had taught.
Many parishioners left the church;
and before long the pastor himself
stepped down from the pulpit,
and left the church,
the church which he had helped establish.

The pastor’s belief in God,
in Jesus,
his faith –
none of that had changed;
just his thinking about the concept of hell.
But his re-examination of his long-held beliefs,
even the very act of questioning,
had shaken the congregation
to its very foundation.  
(Rob Bell, from his book “Love Wins”)

Two weeks ago,
we talked about how vital it is to our faith
to question, to ponder,
to inquire,  
to look afresh even at deeply-held gospel truths,
I quoted the author David Kinnaman, who asked,
“Is the Christian community capable of
…welcoming hard questions …
Or will the church continue to be seen as a place
where doubts don’t belong
because certainty is the same as faith?”

It is this resistance to looking afresh,
this resistance to looking within,
this resistance to questioning
that has caused so many young people
to turn away from church.
These young people aren’t leaving
one church for another,
as so many did a generation ago,
seeking a livelier experience,
seeking anything other than
their parents’ church.
No, these young people are leaving church, period,
finding churches too stultifying,
closed-minded,
judgmental,
self-righteous.

We are beginning to plan for celebrations
to mark our 150th anniversary next year.
We should rejoice in our rich history.
But we should also use our
anniversary celebrations
as an opportunity for us
to think deeply, faithfully about our future,
about what kind of church we currently are,
and about what kind of church we want to be,
what kind of church we believe God is calling us to be
in God’s future – 5, 10, 25 years from now.

I think the two texts
that are part of our service today
should guide us,
should help shape our thinking for the future,
shape who we are as children of God
as disciples of Christ,
and as a body of Christ.

The underlying message of
both the text in Isaiah
and Psalm 23 that Bel Canto
will sing in a few minutes
is so simple:
God is with us;
God is with us because God loves us.
God is with us,
in good times and in bad.
God is with us,
and God will see us through,
even if find ourselves in the darkest valley,
even the valley of death.

Jesus never tells us that life will be easy,
nor do our texts.
Jesus never tells us
that our lives will be overflow
with material abundance and riches,
nor do our texts.

But what Jesus does assure us of,
what our texts assure us of,
is that no matter what life brings us,
no matter what life throws at us,
God will be with us.

Health concerns,
financial worries,
relationships collapsing,
job stress,
concern for loved ones –
God is with us,
lifting us up,
giving us strength;
helping to see us through.

Is there a more stressful time in life
than the teenage years
as we transition from child to adult,
as we struggle to learn who we are
who God created us to be?
Even in those tumultuous years,
God is there, with us,
renewing our strength,
lifting us up.
Even in those often terribly lonely years,
we are never alone.
                 
Rabbi Harold Kushner,
who wrote the now classic book,
“When Bad Things Happen to Good People”
wrote in another of his books that,
“Religion should not be
the carping voice of condemnation,
telling us that the normal is sinful
and the well-intentioned mistake
is an unforgivable transgression....
Religion should be a voice that says,
I will guide you through this minefield of
difficult choices,
sharing with you the insights and experiences
of the greatest souls of the past,
and I will offer you comfort and forgiveness
when you are troubled by
the painful choices you made.”
and you will make painful choices…

That’s what I think our text
and Psalm 23 teach us.
That’s what the Risen Christ teaches us.
And that should be the message we convey,
the cornerstone of our ministry,
our mission
as we follow Christ into God’s future.

Here in this pile of bricks,
situated halfway between Costco and Walmart,
anyone, everyone
should be able to find God’s presence.
Here, even the prodigal son should find welcome,
forgiveness,
acceptance.

If we had the space,
it seems to me that new sign
we hope to install later this year should say:
Have you not known?
Have you not heard?                          
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He doesn’t come and go;
He is always here,
to give power to the faint,
and strength to the powerless.
Those who wait for the Lord
will renew their strength,
they will soar like eagles,
they will run and never tire,
they shall walk and never faint.
For God will be with them.
God is here…
for you.”

AMEN

Sunday, April 03, 2016

Knowing Faith


The Rev. Dr. Skip Ferguson
Manassas Presbyterian Church
Manassas, Virginia
April 3, 2016

Knowing Faith
John 20:19-29

When it was evening on that day,
the first day of the week,
and the doors of the house where the disciples had met
were locked for fear of the Jews,
Jesus came and stood among them and said,
“Peace be with you.”
After he said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
Then the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
Jesus said to them again, “Peace be with you.
As the Father has sent me, so I send you.”
When he had said this, he breathed on them
and said to them, “Receive the Holy Spirit.
If you forgive the sins of any,
they are forgiven them;
if you retain the sins of any,
they are retained.”
But Thomas (who was called the Twin),
one of the twelve,
was not with them when Jesus came.
So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord.”
But he said to them,
“Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands,
and put my finger in the mark of the nails
and my hand in his side,
I will not believe.”
A week later his disciples were again in the house,
and Thomas was with them.
Although the doors were shut,
Jesus came and stood among them and said,
“Peace be with you.”
Then he said to Thomas,
“Put your finger here and see my hands.
Reach out your hand and put it in my side.
Do not doubt but believe.”
Thomas answered him, “My Lord and my God!”
Jesus said to him,
“Have you believed because you have seen me?
Blessed are those who have not seen
and yet have come to believe.”
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I have always thought
history has treated Thomas unfairly.
For two thousands years
he has been known as “Doubting Thomas,”
the man with weak faith.
“Don’t be a doubting Thomas”
is a well-worn phrase
we are quick to apply to anyone
who hesitates,
who questions,
who doesn’t seem fully committed
to faith and belief.

Read the story carefully, though,
and we see that Thomas asked for nothing more
than the same opportunity
the other disciples had had:
they got to see Jesus;
they got to see the scars –
the text is clear on that:
When it was evening on that day,
the first day of the week,
and the doors of the house
where the disciples had met
were locked for fear of the Jews,
Jesus came and stood among them and said,
“Peace be with you.”
After he said this,
he showed them his hands and his side.
Then the disciples rejoiced
when they saw the Lord.”

[Jesus]  showed them his hands and his side.
and …Then …the disciples rejoiced
when they saw the Lord.”
                 
The disciples didn’t rejoice
when Jesus first appeared in that room,
or even after he spoke to them
in that voice that was so familiar,
“Peace be with you.”
No, they only rejoiced
after they saw the scars.
Only then were they certain
that this was Jesus risen indeed,
Jesus unbound from the tomb.
the living Jesus.

Do you recall our text from last week,
Luke’s recounting of the empty tomb
on that first Easter Sunday?
Listen again to a part of the text:
“and returning from the tomb,
they told all this to the eleven
and to all the rest.
Now it was Mary Magdalene, Joanna,
Mary the mother of James,
and the other women with them
who told this to the apostles.
But these words seemed to them an idle tale,
and they did not believe them.”
(Luke 24:9-11)

The apostles heard what the women said,
what they had found and seen:
an empty tomb,
the linen wrappings,
two men in “dazzling clothes”
who suddenly appeared
and said to them,
Why do you look for the living
among the dead?
He is not here, but has risen.
Remember how he told you…
that the Son of Man must be
handed over to sinners,
and be crucified,
and on the third day rise again.”

The apostles considered the women’s story
an “idle tale.”
Yes, there was probably more than
a little sexism at work there;
but still, they didn’t believe.    
All, except, it seems, Peter.
At least he got up and went to have a look.
The women’s words were enough
to pique his curiosity.
He was intrigued.
He wanted to see for himself.  

Peter may have doubted the women’s words,
but what set him apart from the others
was that he didn’t dismiss them,
the way the other disciples did,
dismissing the women’s words
as “an idle tale”.

That’s where I think Thomas gets into trouble –
he isn’t “doubting” Thomas
as much as he is “dismissive” Thomas,
dismissing what the disciples told him,
what they shared with him,
what they’d seen,
all of them;
what they’d experienced,
all of them.
Thomas dismissed their words:
“I won’t believe unless I see it,
see Jesus myself.”

There is a difference between dismissing
and doubting.
There is nothing wrong with doubting;
sometimes we are asked to believe
what logic tells us is impossible,
such as a man rising from the dead;
death defeated;
eternal life granted us.

Sometimes we are asked to take on faith
the incomprehensible:
how our Risen Lord,
our Living Lord
feeds us with the Bread of Life
and quenches our thirst with the
Cup of Salvation.
                                                     
Doubting can actually help us to grow in faith,
grow in belief.
When we doubt, we tend to ask questions.
and a questioning faith is a vibrant faith,
not a weak faith.
                 
As a writer in the Christian Century magazine put it,
“an unquestioning faith is no faith at all,
because it shows a lack of engagement
with the divine.”
(Shawnthea Monroe)

A questioning faith is one that is not dismissive,
it is engaged, engaged with God,
engaged with Christ,
engaged with the Spirit.

A questioning faith asks the tough questions,
without fear,
without hesitation,
without apology:
Why is there so much evil in this world?
Why is there suffering?
Why do children die of hunger and thirst?
Why do the rich get richer,
and the corrupt prosper,
while the good so often struggle?

Even as we ask our questions,
we know from the story of Job
we may not get answers that satisfy us;
we may not get any answers at all.
As we walk in faith
we should keep the words of the poet
Emily Dickinson close at hand:
“I shall know why,
when time is over,
And I have ceased to wonder why;”

Still, we should ask,
we should question,
we should learn,
we should grow in knowledge,
knowledgeable faith,
knowing faith.

Not all-knowing faith –
no, we should always be careful.        
The history of the Christian church is one
of too much certainty,
too much arrogance.
A lifetime of faith and study
constantly reminds me
of how much I don’t know.

But when we question,
we can look afresh at
what we call “gospel truths”
and perhaps see things in a new way
come to a new understanding:
slavery is wrong,
even if Scripture seems to approve;
inequality is wrong,
even is Scripture seems to approve;
inclusion, acceptance –
that’s what Christ models,
what Christ teaches us,
even if the Church historically has modeled
exclusion, preference, closed doors.  

In his book, “You Lost Me”,
David Kinnaman asks,
“Is the Christian community capable of
holding doubt and faithfulness in tension,
welcoming hard questions
even as we press together toward answers?
Or will the church continue to be seen as a place
where doubts don’t belong
because certainty is the same as faith?”

It is okay to be a doubting Thomas,
or a doubting Mabel --
not dismissive, or closed-minded,
but questioning, probing,
hungry to know, know more,
know God,
know Christ,
know more about what it means
to walk in faith,
what it means to say, “I believe.”

A bit of doubt keeps us humble;
a bit of doubt keeps us fresh;
and yes, a bit of doubt
keeps us faithful.

AMEN