The Rev. Dr. Skip Ferguson
Manassas Presbyterian Church
Manassas, Virginia
August 23, 2015
Coming Home
Psalm
84:1-4, 10
How lovely is your dwelling place,
O Lord of hosts!
My soul longs, indeed it faints
for the courts of the Lord;
my heart and my flesh sing for joy
to the living God.
Even the sparrow finds a home,
and the swallow a nest for herself,
where she may lay her young,
at your altars, O Lord of hosts,
my King and my God.
Happy are those who live in your house,
ever singing your praise….
For a day in your courts is better
than a thousand elsewhere.
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People come,
people go;
people join,
people leave.
Churches are places with open doors
that are also revolving doors.
We use the word “church” to describe a place
where people come together
to worship God
in the name of Jesus Christ.
It is one word,
one God,
one Lord.
Yet each church is as different
and as distinct as a snowflakes falling in
January.
Churches are small and large,
rural and urban,
gothic and colonial,
quiet and boisterous,
sleepy and active;
and, yes, faithful and unfaithful.
The differences and distinctions reflect
the people who make up the church,
those who sit in the pews,
serve on the committees,
contribute their time, talent, and treasure.
Every church,
no matter how homogenous it may seem,
no matter how uniform it may look on the
surface.
is a sea of diversity,
a place of differences,
and distinctions.
Here, or in any other church,
as we worship on a Sunday morning,
you are likely to find that a hymn that was
sung
resonated profoundly with one person,
even as another person thought it uninteresting.
The preacher’s words in a sermon,
mine or anyone else’s,
may touch deeply the heart and mind
of one person,
even as another person tunes out.
Over the years I have worshiped at many churches,
both Presbyterian and other denominations,
and I have always been struck by
how much we have in common
even as surface differences
are so readily apparent.
When I began my career as a lawyer
back in the early 1980s,
I lived in downtown Chicago.
and I worshiped occasionally at the
Fourth Presbyterian Church
which was right in the heart of downtown.
It was very big,
and it was very formal:
the ushers were men dressed in morning suits,
the kind of formal wear that we see now
only in movies from the 1930s and 40s:
long tail coats and striped trousers
were worn in the daytime,
as opposed to the white tie and tails or
tuxedo
the well-dressed man would wear in the
evening.
As slow as churches are to embrace change,
I am guessing the morning suits are long
gone,
and the brigade of ushers is no longer
exclusively male,
but Fourth is still big,
and, I am guessing, still fairly formal,
vastly different from the small
Congregational church
in Dorset where I worship when I am on
vacation,
or our own church.
We are all drawn to church for different
reasons,
but some 400 of us have been drawn here
to this church, our church,
the place we have made our church home,
the place we call our church home.
It is our home because we feel welcome here,
each of us,
accepted,
a part of the community.
We can go away on vacation,
or, travel extensively for business,
or, as in the case of our young folks
head off to college,
and even if we’re gone for weeks or months,
still we know that when we return,
we’ll feel at home.
The Psalmist knew this feeling as he wrote
more than 2000 years ago,
long before the faithful gathered in a church,
gathered as a church, to worship.
For the psalmist, just going to the Temple,
the synagogue,
stepping up to the altar to offer his
sacrifice to the priest
was to immerse himself in the presence of
God,
to feel himself wrapped in the everlasting,
everloving arms of God:
My soul longs, indeed it faints
for the courts of the Lord;
my heart and my flesh sing for joy
to the living God.
It is God who creates the feeling of home,
for this is God’s house,
but we, you and I, are the church,
and we can either enhance that feeling,
or we can tear it apart, tear it down.
There are many churches
that don’t feel like home;
that feel more like battle grounds,
with angry people boiling in the pews.
Some churches try to ensure harmony
by demanding that anyone who wants to join,
who wants to be part of the church,
must agree to the particular church’s creed
and statement of belief.
“Sign on the dotted line,” they say,
“to assure us you think like us,
and won’t cause any trouble.
Sign and then we’ll welcome you.”
We don’t do that here,
because Jesus didn’t do that.
Think about how that first
body of Christ was formed,
those men who made up the first group of
followers:
Did they call come from the same background?
No.
Were they all men of unshakable faith?
Hardly.
Were they all men of deep theological
understanding?
Hardly.
Were they all men who could set aside
their human feelings,
like envy, jealousy, anger, and impatience
so they would show nothing but
Christian love to one another?
In a word: no.
The Reverend Frederick Buechner observes
“Jesus made his church out of human beings
with more or less the same mixtures in them
of cowardice and guts,
of intelligence and stupidity,
of selfishness and generosity,
of openness of heart and sheer cussedness
as you would be apt to find in any of us.”
(Secrets
in the Dark, 147)
Those first twelve
disciples,
along with the women
who joined them,
those women we heard
about a few weeks back,
they were you and me
2000 years ago.
“Cussedness” is such
a wonderful word,
so appropriate for
someone who lives in Vermont,
as Buechner does,
just down the road
from where I stay
each year on
vacation.
It means “annoying”
or “stubborn”
and certainly it’s a
word that
can describe any one
of us
from time to time,
if we are honest.
And yet, even if
cussedness is all too easy to find
in any body of
Christ,
still we come together
in the name of Christ
to try our best to
work together,
as we follow our
Lord Jesus,
as we try to model
our lives on his life,
and as we try to live
as Jesus teaches us to live.
We know that Jesus
wants us to create a church
not of unbending
theological purity,
but rather a place
that is home,
a place that is
welcoming,
accepting,
nurturing;
a place of peace,
a place of healing,
a place of
wholeness.
We need this church
as home
because we are restless,
and, as Augustine
wrote so long ago,
our hearts will
never come to rest
until they come to
rest in God,
until we find our
way home,
drawing ourselves
into the presence of God.
Rev. Buechner, who
is now nearing 90,
has written that
even if we don’t acknowledge it,
our lives are spent
searching,
searching for
“a good self to be
and for good work to do;
searching to become
human in a world
that tempts us
always to be less than human;
searching to love
and be loved;
and in a world where
it is often hard to believe
in much of anything,
searching to believe
in something holy
and beautiful
and
life-transcending
that will give
meaning and purpose
to the lives we
live.”
Our church home
helps us to find
what we are
searching for,
helps us to set our
hearts, our minds at rest,
gracing us with
peace,
restoring us and making
us whole.
This imperfect place,
filled with
imperfect people – me and you –
is the place we call
church,
the place we call
home,
home for me, home
for you,
home for each of us.
For here we can find
holiness,
here we can find
beauty,
often in such
unlikely, unexpected ways:
the holiness of a
child who
while she waits
impatiently
for her parents at
coffee hour,
scribbles words on a
white board,
“I love Jesus”;
the beauty of laughter
coming from a group of knitters
who find such joy in
their service;
the holiness and beauty
of such a large
disparate group of
men and women
who gather
faithfully each Sunday
eyes, minds, and
hearts focused on the cross.
It is here in church
that we find,
“warmth and love,
[our selves]
submerged in a larger, richer life.”
(Buechner)
It is here we find
home.
“How lovely is your dwelling place,
O Lord of hosts!
My soul longs, indeed it faints
for the courts of the Lord;
my heart and my flesh sing for joy
to the living God.
Even the sparrow finds a home,
and the swallow a nest for herself,
where she may lay her young,
at your altars, O Lord of hosts,
my King and my God.
Happy are those who live in your house,
ever singing your praise….
For a day in your courts is better
than a thousand elsewhere.”
AMEN